Gonad

UPDATE: Gonad passed away this evening after I came home from work. I don't want to get in to specifics because my heart is hurting too much. She did not go peacefully as I had hoped. I was there and all I could do was hold her as she screamed. It hurts so bad.

Today, I don't have good news. Chris and I had to take Gonad to the emergency vet last night.
She hasn't been eating or drinking right and she hasn't been (for lack of better terminology) pooping.

At first, the vet thought that she had a hairball, so he did an x-ray to verify. Well, what we found out what surprising and scary.

We found out that her chest is full of fluid, she has a mass under one of her nipples and she is all clogged up in her GI tract.
The vet gave her an antibiotic, a shot to help clear out her chest, fluid under her skin so she doesn't dehydrate and a mass of meds for us to administer to her.
I have been feeding her baby food and water.
The vet tapped her chest and pulled some fluid for analysis. We should know something this week. He is having it analyzed for tumor cells. It may be cancer that has spread, but it also may be a very very very bad infection. Her chest was so full of fluid, he couldn't see anything else.

I know that she is in pain because I could see it in her wincing eyes and arched back last night. What is a furmommy to do to help her furbaby?

You all know how incredibly much I love this rabbit. She is near and dear to my heart. I laid on the floor with her last night and just cried to her and told her that I love her and not to leave me. I asked Chris if he thought it was OK to pray about Gonad. He said of course, and so I did. I am.
She is such a big part of what got me through the tranistion of moving from my parents house to DC with Chris.
I love that rabbit more than I can say. She is a part of our family. Our WHOLE family.

Please say a prayer today for Gonad. My sweet little girl is so sick and it is hurting my heart.